How would you feel?

How would you feel if you find out that you have a sickness?
a very BIG one
you found out at the most unexpected time
unbelievable, very unacceptable

Then you realize it is true
Very true that you could't do anything
you don't know what to do, what to say
who to talk to, who to ask for help or advice?
You just don't know

You let that moment of silence to pass
you look at each other and then laugh
then you are scared, then you smile 
then you are sad and then you think...

How would you feel if it is so sudden?
How would you feel if it is so surreal?
How would you feel when you are not ready?
How would you feel when you felt this weak?

This question makes my mind like this?
My mind is like consists of tangled wires now
Can't see how to untie and solve the puzzle
Don't know what to do, don't know what it is

I am so confused, my mind is cracking up
Feels like wanted someone to open it up
I want to see what's inside, what can it do
What can I do? How should I do it?
Somebody would like to tell me or to tell us what to do?

Oh, feels like I am going crazy
This thing is such a mess
Feels like can't do anything at this time
I need to let this pass and will surely surpass...

By: Me